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College

I think I need to write down a plan of the basics of what i'm going to say when i talk to the counselor for Sierra because its going to be so difficult to say something that i have to bring Andrew to make sure its said, if i don't say it he might.

So hrm....here's an idea.

"I need to let you know now that I have a motivation problem, and when i say motivation problem i mean that my psychology and the way my brain functions sends me into severe depressions which usually cause me to be highly less motivated to concentrate on school and more motivated concentrate on myself. I'm not saying I'm not motivated to do well in school, although my past transcript may say otherwise. I go back every semester extremely motivated to do well and overcome my difficulties with depression but have yet to succeed with my approaches. I have no options left. I am a really good student and chances are in most of my classes i will understand the material if im able to concentrate on it I will need help. Tutors, counseling, or any kind of help the school can provide because all my approaches have failed, including when receiving help from friends and so forth and it seems for now my best option is to have a source more outside my life than personal friends to help."

I could go more into detail about how my depressions have ruined my life and destroyed a lot of self confidence that i built up over a matter of years in my ability to do things and how if i could just find a way to overcome this i could finally feel like i've stepped forward in life rather than gone backwards, but thats not important to tell them.


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My Next Tattoo(s)

Hrm so I've changed my mind on the tattoos, while i do love the idea of the rib tattoo it seems too much for me, and i may just end up doing the mural on paper. As for the demon heart, that shoulder is really bad to do something like that on, it would be nice, but i think i'm just going to stick with the chains for my wrist...

"My broken chain tattoo is suppose to symbolize something, because i'm so caught up in english that everything within my life is a symbol, even though i'm no literary major. The obvious symbolism that you see in it would be independence but i think to me it means something more along the lines of a representation of things i was once and will be bound to. Yeah, I do realize that independence is related to that, but when one thinks independence now a days they think freedom from authority, not freedom from emotion, freedom from past regrets, freedom from future regrets, freedom from addictions and so forth. My broken chains that I want to get, three years from now, are suppose to remind me that I am not tied down, I am not chained to anything and who I am is who I present myself as, and who I want to be."

Teaching

So as you may or may not know I plan on being a teacher, and not because i love the idea of helping people or because i can't do anything else....while these are qualities that i have(haha) the main reason i want to teach is because people are complete idiots and intelligence is extremely important to me. So why i'm bringing this up is because I want to know a few things, because I don't want to be one of those teachers where the standards teach the class, not the importance of a child getting an education. While the "standards" for what a child should know is important because it is required to be taught, it is not everything and, i'm sure this could change dramatically when i become a teacher, teachers should expand the curriculum given to them by the state, and perhaps reach out into other things you wouldn't expect, like say culture. Well that applies more to what i'm planning to teach (elementary school) rather than older grades. These are all my opinions of course.

So these questions pretty much apply to your opinions about elementary school, or about grades k-4. So er, hrm..first question, hypothetically, if you had a child entering elementary school, how would you want their teacher to teach them? What were some things your elementary school teachers did that worked really well for you to absorb new information?

I don't know what else to ask, so anything other information you could provide would be awesome....

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